I read the wiki guide to roleplay and the rules.

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I started to play this game clueless, I've never roleplayed before and I never understood what it meant till this point.

When the guide said things like "how would your character react to seeing a dead body" along with other questions made me realize roleplaying isn't just playing your cargo role or whatever, it is to immerse yourself into the game and play a character that reacts and acts like a real person inside it.

Reading the rules again I decided to disable most antagonists roles, leaving vampires on.

I'll start to practice my roleplaying abilities and learn how to make a fun round before going back to antagonists and such.

I realized I was powergaming, because to me, after playing lots of rounds seeing a hallway full of dead bodies wasn't a weird thing for me. But my character should react and I didn't make it react.

I'm not native in english so emotes are hard to me so I'm making a list of useful things in a note to copypaste them like "blushes".

I took a lot of time to read the lore, the wiki, and the rules (now really paying attention and reading the precedents) because I went to the beach and I have no PC now so instead of playing I started to read. (And because of the corona I won't go to the shore)

Ending this, I have to say I feel a lot better and I'm ready to be a brand new player when I get back to play.